I'm feeling terrible now. Ever got the feeling that there's this thing that you should give up, but you can't bear to, because of all the wonderful memories? Afraid that once you give up, everything will be different. Afraid that everything will change, and no matter what you do, you couldn't turn back. Why is the human heart so complicated. My mind says i should let it go but my heart tells me to hold on. Why is it so hard to open up to someone? Arghh.